January.

I wont let this January get to me the way I let it last year. January last year was a dark time for me; I cared about nothing and wanted nothing more than to not exist.  Living in the basement of my house didn’t help; it was nothing but darkness and that didn’t exactly help me lighten up. Eventually the cruel month past, I came out of hibernation, my smile retuned and I remembered why I liked living.  A year has passed now and I am stronger inside, I don’t let myself get so defeated by things which are beyond my control, instead I continue to try to better myself as a person and I endlessly try and learn new things so that I can grow as a person. I’m doing my best to do all the things I want to do rather than thinking about all the things I want to do. I have never made a new years resolution before but this year I felt the need. All I can say is so far so good, I’m doing well and I am happy.