Saturday, 14 April 2012

Pointless Existence.

Suicide is feeling like my only option. The world is a mess and is showing no signs of improving. What hope is there for a better future for anybody, including all of the animals of the earth. I do not want to be apart of this chaos anymore, it's all meaningless.

Wednesday, 11 April 2012

Saturday, 31 March 2012

Rage.

Somebody may be angry with you for reasons that you do not agree with. Eventually they will come around, their anger will pass. Everybody needs a little time to themselves to think about the decisions they have made.

Helen Tyler


As if she had just fallen over, she abruptly fell ill. Just like that, no pre warnings. One minute she was in good health, the next not so healthy. She could not swallow, speak or hardly breathe. She was calm, she was not her normal full of life self at this moment in time, she was simply numb. Her eyes were dimmed. She left her home to go to the hospital where she spends the entire night on a drip. 
Released from hospital, she came home early in the morning, like a superhero resumed all of her homely duties. This woman is strong, she does not complain about a thing. She knows that life goes on and on she goes. This woman is amazing, learn from her. 

Monday, 16 January 2012

Rehab.

Everything is falling in to place around me. I have come to realize that I love London more than I ever apprehended, I had to go away for a long period in time in order for me to realize how much I do love the place in which I am from. I had been living in darkness for many years, I had been very ill, my perception of the world and its people, including myself was a mess, everything was distorted, but now, now the sun is shining